thoughts and questions

People that look like monsters don't bother me. It's monsters that look like people that worry me. Why do people who make this life hell for those around them think they will be going to heaven in the next life? Life is like taking one piece from a hundred thousand different puzzles and trying to…

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nature vs nurture

My story didn't begin when I was born. It will not end when I die. The things you do will impact the world in ways you can never imagine, throughout time, little ripples that will never completely fade. All that came before me, setting their own ripples in motion, created the world I was born…

paranoid pareidola

I see things. Congratulations on not being blind. I see things that aren't really there. Congratulations on being ... crazy? No, it's not like that. I see faces and images in inanimate objects. I can also see connections between things that arent really connected. It's called pareidola. It's can be interesting, because I sometimes see…

truth in alcohol

She lied. She always lied. About anything and everything. She would tell you it was sunny on a cloudy day. Or snowing in the summer. She lied to me and about me. Her mother thought I was a coward, and her friends thought I was gay. They believed her lies. Her lies were never truly…

cupcakes. because birthday.

I would like to dedicate my last National Blog Post Month post to my wonderful wife. If you don't know, today is her birthday. ~ Happy birthday to you. Have a cupcake or two. So delicious and magical, Happy birthday to you! ~ You should head on over to The Illusion of Controlled Chaos and…

worst case scenario

I am good at thinking up worst case scenarios. I can "What If" the shit out of anything. Now, I am not an anxious or paranoid person. Mostly because I know that my worst case scenarios are not likely to ever happen. Indeed, most are generally not even allowed with our current knowledge of physics…

it’s time

Time is fluid. Stretchy. Elastic. It speeds up when you want it to slow down, and grinds to a halt when you want it to speed up. It slows down when you go faster, and speeds up when you go slower. It's probably a good thing that time is so flexible. If something isn't flexible, it's…

gratitude vs greed

Hello there. Today is Thanksgiving in the United States of America. A national holiday where everyone is supposed to give thanks and feel grateful for what they have. And eat a lot, but that's almost every holiday in the US. But why do we need a special day to feel grateful and give thanks for…

mondays are amazing

And everything is fine. Quite often, when I ask a coworker how they are doing on a Monday, their answer is a sad "It's Monday." What is it about Mondays? Just because it's the end of the weekend and the start of the work week. Just because you don't get to sleep in. Just because…

internal dialogue

"You are a fool." I said to me. Myself could only agree. light on the water reflecting in my eye beautiful and blinding bright and shining light on the water reflection in the sky my imagination runs free when I'm unable to see light on the water And now I'm over here     This…